I have an audition tonight.
I'm reading the summary, reading the character analysis, feeling my body twist and melt into the character that I want to play.
I want this part. I want this part so badly that I'm scared to death. Did I select my monologues well? Am I too young, and does that matter? Will it work for the character? Will my face be all right? Will my height, as always, be an issue? Can I let myself go enough, can I let that part of myself go and let people see it?
I am shaking as I sit in my chair, because all of a sudden, this is the most important thing in the world to me. I could do this, I could do it and do it well, but the important thing is...
... will they let me?